i've ad got a nice bf which always argue v me..... i hate dat... n i really feel annoyed..... but now... i really wish i m single..... at least i wont do sthg sorry to him.... im not ordinary at all.... im not simple.. im so much like a devil.. a bad bad gurl... aft i be v him.. im not who im... i bcome someone dat always depending on him..... who m i who used to b??? im daring... independent!!!! im strong.... no tearing more thn 2 times a year!!! i really feel like give up my life now.... im 20.. n i own nothg..... nothg..... william.... will you 4give me if i say i dont wanna continue this relationship???? will you??? im tired.... i noe u do.... u r tired too... dont carry the burden on ur shoulders... it's heavy.... n depressed.... i dont need a man..... i enjoy the life dat i can flirt around... play around... like a freely bird.... dats wat i was.... i miss my life.... im tired of being blame n looking at ur colour to b who im... i wanted to break up.... but sthg holding me... im not cruel.... but i love u.... can some1 help me???? my life is so complicated... n messy.... im hopeless....
