其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
-lyrics fr P.I.R-


dont noe whether the 1 i used to love wil hav any responds listening v this song..
i dreamed of eric last nite.... he grab me back fr william.... im wondering if dats in reality.... who i will choose... coz in the dream... eric do really giv me a view of he do appreciate me... trying hard to find me.. bought me a jewery and asked me to marry him.... argh! nonsense... dat wouldnt b him....
my darling william.... im lost.... u do love me n yes i noe.... it seems like every1 wont appreciate wateva they have had until they lost them..... T.T i love u.... i hope this scene wont appear in my life.... i dont wanna make any decision... all are confusing me.... confusing u....