miss redang...

a sad news here.. i called the hr department (MAS)... haihzzz.... couldnt get the job... coz all the newbies gone through all the stages ad.. im waiting 4 the other company to layan me... T.T getting much much boring in starbucks aft i get back fr redang.. although it's been a week plus... but all the detik detik gembira still running on my mind.. how i wish i can stay there.. with all those stary stary nite.... i can barely make a few more wishes thn... kekeke.... boring ar!!! starbucks bodoh!!!! hafiz bodoh!!!!! tahi betul mrk org.... i dont wish to continue my job anymore la.. i go redang n work.. bleh!!!! hehe.. mane boleh... my parents will never allow me to work far away fr them.... they asked me to bcome teacher again today aftnoon... make me feel so damn down.. y dont they und me???? i hate to talk to kids.. i dont wanna b a teacher!!!! u noe????? i hate kids touching me v their saliva... n speak to me so kiddy n ask those kind of stupid questions.....!!!! juz get lost fr my sight la... bengong betul..... i wanna become a stewardess!!! lord.. help me!!!! i need u.... T.T was really down aft knowing i cant join MAS.... gotta wait till the nxt intake.... n nobody noe whn is it...... damn damn damn!!! i should make up my mind earlier... derrr...... REDANG~~~~ i will visit u somewhere in july or mayb nxt year!!!! i wanna come into u!!!!! hohohohoho..... love redang.... miss redang..... aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

CABIN CREW~

oh well.. i juz came back fr the store meeting..... i can feel like the prob they were discussing is bout me... n some other partners oso la... hmm... i terasa abit laa..... tired now... cant even open my eyes n concentrate in writting a blog here....

dunno y come im so naughty nowadays aft came back fr redang.. miss my bf too much till i keep on hugging him n kissing him.... hehe... dumb....

yea yea.... the new dm really causing everybody in deep shit.... i und... work is work.. i shall pay more attention... dont wanna b the next they wanted to sack.... wendy!!!!! alert!!!!! i remind myself all the time... everyday.... whenever im on duty.... i really did..... haihzz.... yet im still a day dreamer.... dont wanna kena ad... y me?? y always me??? T,T sick of it la....

i've decided.... im going to join cabin crew... experience my life till the max b4 i got any commitment.... asked william suggestion... sounds dat he will be supporting me.... but once i get into this career... i reach the point of no return... no degree... juz stpm... everystep i go muz b vyvyvy careful... hopefully i can easily get the job... wendy!!!! b confident!!! u can do it!!!!!! huh~~~~~!!!!!

time to oioi luu... nitez...

aawww.. juz back fr redang.. n i really have no time to write anythg here... tired....

tell u sthg!! redang is a wonderful island... man.. i really hope dat i can stay there 4eva.. i love the view over there.. i like sea.. i like wave.. i like fish.. i love jungle...!!!

hmm.. gotta write out wat i was doing whn im having my lovely holiday...






1st day..

erm.. bout 9pm i reach t2... n we r ready to go redang... luckily zhenyi sempat to send me the bikini... he give it to me as my birthday present... how sweet is he.... T.T so touching...
in the bus... i really dont sleep much... hate to travel by bus.....

2nd day..

5am... we reach kuala terengganu... aiks... too early ad... guess wat??? we went to the mcD.. sat there n waiting the time pass... oooohhh!!!! dats freaking boring..... thn later on.. we walked to the jetty... n waited there again.... till 10am, prof chan came... following by the other volunteers... finally at 10.30am, we tooke ferry to laguna resort.. pulau redang.... immediately we took the boat provided fr si penyu.... my 1st time on the boat... dats freaking syok!!!! love it man....
i tot my nitemere started... well... not so terrible as wat i tot.... although there were kinda boring n alot of creepy little insects.... hmmm.. i've got my way to solve it... hehe... n there i noe kak nurul, abang mann, fifi, n adi..... they are all nice nice fella n treat us vyvy good... we can simply talk nonsense n make ppl laugh..... the 1st nite... i was kinda scare... gotta walk to the beach n wait 4 the turtles to do their nesting... n yea!! there was 1 at last.... it's a green turtle... vy huge!!! enjoyed the process she layed her eggs n all.. poh yee, peak yin, joseph, julia they all took pic v the turtle... they kiss n sayang the turtle... well.. the best part is.... whn jen wei asked a question... here it goes: "nak tanya penyu ini jantan ke betina?" hmmmm.. wat do u think?? dumb dumb jen wei...... hmmm.. i was kinda sad 4 my 1st day... i miss my honey... merely cried...

3rd day..

well.... we go snorkeling.... round island.... hehehe.... the 1st two places was nicer... but not the 3rd place.. i got bite fr 'sibuk'.. im not sure wats dat... making my whole body itchy... n so i up to the boat immediately... a few of them kena oso.. well... some of them didnt bother....

day 4...

early in the morning... jenwei, chu, navin, n kartig went to long beach.. others all went 4 snorkeling.. but me... i wear my bikini n sun bathe.. wakaka.... hmmm.... dat day, the sea was super clear... i love dat whether.... lepak on the beach kinda long... later on.. we went 4 river hiking... damn.... i sweat like hell.... excercises alot... climb up to the hill thn back to status quo.... but the nice thg is.... i get to jump into the prawn spa aft hiking... it's nearby a small waterfall... the tiny prawns n fishes will come to us in the water n help us to suck all our dead cell n dead skin... we enjoyed... hehe.... at nite... actually fr 7pm to 11pm is dark... n we can see alot of stars.... we slept on the map... admiring stars at nite while waiting the turtles.... n i remembered of starry starry nite... it's vy beautiful.. i saw there were alot of shooting stars.... but i never make a wish... coz they were too fast... i love stars... guess wat??? ruhui doesnt like too much of stars... n the 1st time i heard ppl said stars are geli....???? lol... is it??? nah.. not 4 me... i love them....

day 5..
hmm... it's not a good day today... raining the whole day.. we planned to go 4 turtle rock... bt nah!!! the wheather dont allow us to do so.. wasted a day...


day 6...
my turn to long beach... n wow.. there were so so so so beautiful... awsome!!!!! never eva get to see such a beautiful beach.... ennn!!!! redang.. i fall in love v u!!!! bought alot of suveniours.... bout 100 bucks there... well.... wat to do?? must spend abit 1 ma... lol..... so... hmm... oh yeA.... the purpose we go to long beach is to collect 1 million of signatures... juz to make ppl swear dat they dont take turtle eggs again 4 the rest of their lives.... n oso 4 government to band local who selling those eggs... hopefully it works someday.... later on... we go 4 turtle rock!!! well... this activity oso make me sweat!! really hot n phew... those ways to top of the hill is kinda slippery... not a prob 4 me to up to the hill but back dat time... i fell down bout 4 times... the 1st time was the most teruk 1.... hit my butt..... n ah guan oso fell down 4 the sack of saving me.. thank u guan... all because of my converse shoes... too old ad... but... it's worth it i will say.... i can see dolphins... hawsbill turtle n green turtle in the ocean.. wow... n those views were so nice....

day 7...
ahha... supposely... im not suppose to go long beach... tapi i ikut juga!!! hehe.. got the workers permission... n i go there again.... this time not v ah guan le... i go v py,py,julia n joseph... ohh... we were so crazy... keep on taking the jumping shot while collecting signatures... got alot of nice nice pic in joseph's camera... n i want them!!!!!! will post here n let u guys admire.. kekeke.... the nite.. we dont really sleep much... i learn to play carom.... played v ah guan.... till 3am...

last day... whn i woke up... ppl frigthen me..... they said i dream walking.... n i believed... awww.... stupid.. they were fooling me..... i knew it whn i reach kt.. aik aik aik... later on whn we back to kt... we took our lunch in pasar... nothg there other thn hot n smelly... carrying a 11kg bag... damn... it's so so so tiring... while we wait the time passes... as we were taking flight at 9pm... we singgah in ruhui n kuan yew's hotel... n we had dinner together... they r lovely couples.... hmmm... time 4 us to back... n the 1st time i take flight... dat was scary whn the plane is balancing.... i hold my bag tight n another hand on the handle.. yet.. ah guan... a nice nice friend, he try to calm me down... he asked me to hold his hand if i really want to... i juz did... my hands r cold.. not bcoz of the flight's air cond.. but my fearfulness... wow... was wonderin how could i bcome a cabin crew if i got phobia in it... nonono!!! i muz control myself!!! yay!! finally... i get to c my boy... ah!!! miss you my dear!!!!

i wanted to thank ah guan actually... while admiring the starry starry nite ah guan share v me his stories.. all the love love stories n his feelings.... his opinions bout everythg.. thanks 4 sharing ah guan... im not 8... juz wanna concern bout ppl round me...... haha... ah guan... if u r not bside me.... i think i will b more scare n unsecure..... but it's u who make thgs calm... like to chill out v u again if there's a chance... n if it's not u.. i will miss this trip... i gain alot of knowledges seriously... thank u!!!!! i will remember u 4 eva..... a nice friend!!!! take care budy!!!!!
n now.. im back to status quo... doing meaningless job as a stupid barista... how i wish i can back t my slot B (bengong) group n being bodoh all the rest of my life... but too bad... me now back to reality...... im tired... i need to rest.... mentally..... i really need... i wanna back to the worriless redang life... talking nonsense v abang mann,fifi, n adi..... ahhh!!!!! i really miss them... n yes!!!! i miss my bengong group as well.. without them.... the trip wont b as fun as it is~~~ miss u guys!!!!!!

hApPy BiRthDaY tO mUa...

1st of all... i wanna say... THANK YOU!!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS DAT REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY... hehe.... madeline, jon, muaz, qiu yi, hui yi, beng hui, jeffrey, sook ee, my sweetheart wenli (which i tot she forgotten),luan loo, paul, karthik, jason, jonathan mok, chu en(which i never aspect he knew and remember my birthday),de hui gogo(pink pig), ah mei, ah di, and alot more.... thank u!!!!! ur wishes n blesses i do appreciated!!!! muacks!!!! love u guys....

well.... another day here aft my birthday.. was waited my birthday cake done fr my hubby till i fallen asleep... hehe... jason is rite... he is a loving bf... he is caring, makes me feel so secured... n those are the reasons i choose him to b my bf... i noe alot of ppl talkin bout me somehow.. i dont giv a damn... so wat??? he is my love 1..... although he is not rich where sometimes i wanted sthg, he couldnt get me dat immediately.. but.. i do hav had the heart to give me everythg i want.... takes time......

hey ppl... u noe sthg????? i found out a secret!! if u ever c stars at nite... u can make a wish... deep in ur heart of wat u want!!! they can read u!!!! n they listen to wats my whispers.... i've got 3 types of different cakes 4 my 20th birthday where i tot i wont get any.... hehe.... well... this i muz thank to jon 1st of all... he bought me a cake fr secret recipe... yogurt chesse cake.... thanks alot!!!! i appreciated it!!!! never aspect dat he will do sthg so sweet... n jon!!!! he is a cute guy.. lol.. secondly... my bro bought me a fruitcake... hmm... v his gf.... i shouldnt have blame him getting into a relationship at this age.. n his gf is actually a nice gal.. seems like my granny likes her alot... not bad.... thanks bro!!! n my hubby!!!! he do me a yogurt chesse cake as well... not to say not nice... i would say it's unique... hehe... kinda..... ok.... lol... dont worry my dear.... at least u did sthg which i can see in my eyes... i noe dat u r vyvyvy good to me.... u did wateva u promised.... n i love all of ur gifts..... at 1st i tot u were so not cool givin me a notebook cool pad... it's like.... not romantic at all.. n at last... u gave me another cute n lovely pressie.... i love dat!!! thank u!!! my sis... she bought me a porch... hehe... i got the msg my dear sis... u love me!!! hehe... n i appreciate u as well.... my dad brought us to hav our dinner in pizza hut... hope he didnt spend too much 4 it.... thank u daddy... thank u mummy!!!! yaya... granny gave me an ang pau... hehe.... im kinda happy to get dat but at the same time i felt sad... coz i noe my granny used alot of money this few days coz of her sick..... luckily she's ok rite now... granny.. no matter how.. i still love u~~

ReDaNG!!!!! Im cOmINg To yOu!!!!!

wont b touching my pc 4 a long whole week... aih... cant share v u ppl how i enjoy over there....
im going to redang this sunday... wow...!!!! waited 4 so long n finally....
everythg is perfect!!!! juz lack of bikini~~~.... hell... i wanted it so badly....... T.T i wish i could juz got 1 4 my birthday present.... mayb there's ppl who say im going to show off.... or to tempt some1... but nah~~~ i wanna b like mat salleh... i want myself tan... hehe..... other thn looked sexy in dat...
seremban.. wat a small town v small shopping complex... i couldnt find 1.... taheee....!!!!

thank u my sis!!!! she bought me a porch which i needed it so much during the trip (as a birthday present).... hehe.... i will appreciate it... dats out of my mind jessica~~~ thank u.... n i feel myself a helpless sis which never buy u any present on ur birthday.. but jie jie promise u... here indeed... i will buy u 1 this year!!!! hehe...

I WANT A BIKINI!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

WheN yOu wISh uPOn Th3 StArs.....

ppl who really know who is WENDY LIM WEN YI... they do know i like stars.... it's quite long i din enjoy my nite scene.... midnite stars... till 2am... dats the best time looking at the sky.. it's so so so dark... n thats the brightest shine 4 d stars... so amaze.... aft dat... close of my waterish eyes n make a wish..... i miss the nite whn me n my senior chew vee kuan spent our precious time chatting n enjoying the view under starry starry nite..... refreshing back... there's quite some time i din see him...

NAH~~ DATS NOT THE POINT... (LOL)

the thg is... THE WISHES.....

whn the nite i fetched eric back.. i cried n i was all alone in the lake garden.. i whisper to the stars... i was so hurt.... thn i wish.... i want all these out of my head n continue my life!!! i want somebody else who really care bout me.... not the foolish selfish eric..... i dont need him...
well... i do forget bout him... it takes time..... n now.. my wish do come true....
im getting older.. coming soon.... if the stars do make my dreams come true.... i hope i get a better life n solve all my probs.... stop me fr the complicated decision dat i have to make.... guide me wat should i do... wat i should b..... i never blow a cake 4 my own birthday 4 years.. hmm.. to ppl.. cake wasnt the matter... the main is presents.. i dont feel like i'd celebrate my birthday without a cake.... although i dont eat much... my past time's birthdays wasnt dat enjoy though... at least wenli n qiuyi did spent their time chatting v me.. other thn dat... hmmm....
or mayb dat time my relationships v all my friends sucks.... they lost trust in me bcoz of the bitch... n i really hate the bitch!!! oh well... luckily i didnt c her in town all these while... or she'll seriously make me puke.....
talking bout friends.... chia chi went to india to further her studies... i hope she can get use to her life over there... she says she missed all the time we've been through last time..... which is long long time ago.... actually i missed them too.... juz dat i dont think they accepting me..... im not sensitive... i cried so many times bcoz of these friendships.... but wat for....???? they dont trust me..... 6 years friendship isnt short.... i dont noe if there's any changes in me... all these while im stuborn.... i noe myself...... i dont give a damn... but 4 friends.... true friends.... i'd help... i'd sacrifies... i always listen to them.. givin opinions..... i dnt noe wat the single fucking bloody thg broke our friendships.... the time n the distance????
u gals said i changed..... im not the real me.... could u juz tell me wat the fucking changes dat make u ppl feel so uncomfortable???? i feel so shit u noe???? cc n se.....!!! u noe???????? i miss both of u.... pls..... forgive me if i make u gals feel so sick of me...

starry starry nite..... how i wish i was u... unchangable.. unspeechable... silently, peacefully fulfilling the wishes... silently, peacefully curring inner hurts... silently peacefully...